him

that day, surprisingly i found him after many many of years. i remember when i first met him, i was to shy but ya he became my friend after that. i've once had a strange feeling for him that time but im just kept it by myself then we lost contact for a long time. now, he suddenly appear again in my life, i just wonder that the strange feeling that i've feels for him before still exist? i like to be with him but i think i cant accept him like before again. why? sometimes i feel that i really want him just to heal myself !. am i playing with his heart? but i do miss him. still, i need him to be by my side. do i selfish? oh, dilemma.. i hate u dilemma and why i should dilemma? or maybe he is the one that ive waited for.?

-i love him bf
okay sorry english rosak sbb takda mood ni:(