26 Feb 2010

ucapan

all i want to say..
"im so sorry and thank you so much"
. i love you

25 Feb 2010

im enjoying this moment



mj's moonwalk-

feels like these


.but i still love you-

kadang kadang

sometimes it comes out suddenly and it blows out all out-ly and i cant control it as even myself dont know when, where, to whose, and how it will turn up to. but i promise it'll just for once and after that everything will be normal again. perhaps, that's just me. but still, i feels so relieved that i could do it sometimes.

- gah, i need my tea please :)

24 Feb 2010

menu hari ini

okay kawan2, hari ini wani makan nasi lemak nasi lemak nasi lemak. yah tadi pagi aku makan nasi lemak sambal sutun. pastu tghhari pun telan nasi lemak jgk. malam belum tentu lagi, mungkin hidangan yang sama kot. hahahahaha itu lah bahananya kalau wani teringin nak makan sesuatu. aku xkan berhenti selagi aku x puas. so marilah kita berlemak sambil menghirup sirap bandung sejuk kali ke lima kot untuk hari ini. hahaha yess lets go for it. XD yang penting sambal sutun!

-___-"
makin meningkat lah timbangan lemak aku.

22 Feb 2010

:((


takut ahh! takut takut :(

baru je tadi!

im totally bizarre!
aaahh, gila! kemek tu! gila gila! im speechless! thats all i can say, umm no, write! now! huh sory

yess

yah, akhirnya dapat jugak lesen setelah berminggu tunggu. hah, sebenarnya lesen tu dah lama siap tapi aku ni yang tak reti2 nak pegi ambik. akak tu kata.. "adik wani oi, lesen ni kena amik sendiri, xdenye akak nak tepon2 lagi, sendiri punya pasal la" -,- dah dapat lesen, jadi marilah kita gasakkan kereta kesana dan kesini. tp kan, mana keretanya? takda kereta? walamak! hooii, aku takda kereta, cmna nak gasak? hmm, sabar jela T___T kereta kat rumah ada dua, abah bawak satu, mama bawak satu, aku punya yang mana satu? haaaaaaaaaaaaaa tima.. nnt kita gasak kereta gen-2 you sama2 eh? hmm, kita share-lah bajet minyak ok? bole laa..? (bajet pandai bodek-,-) :D hahaha

- i love timah sangat2 :D

20 Feb 2010

vanilla twilight

The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere

'Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
'Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light-blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly

The silence isn't so bad
'Til I look at my hands and feel sad
'Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
'Cause cold nostalgia
Chills me to the bone

But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist-deep in thought because
When I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone, I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again

And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh, if my voice could reach
Back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear
Oh darling, I wish you were here

i love this for my soul entertainment - owl city

caption me

extremely boring rite now. i need to go and run2 out there cos im stucked here in my lovely house which is "nothing" i can do beside watching tv, cooking, walking around, sleeping, online-ing and listening to very interesting and happening lecture from my ma's lecturistic inner capability . huh i need some aka a lots of picture photography of me with family and friends. im suddenly realize that i didn't take photos for a long time yah. dah habis sekolah sepatutnya banyak la gambar kan? x kesah la gmbar busan atau best. yah, lets start a mission! yeah, aku tgh excited nih. hmm :D tp mcm tatau nak start cmne, when? where? how? . T________T (hahahahah)

love's mission-

19 Feb 2010

im shouting

hess, mana kau ni ha? tolong aku kat sini ha. W tolong bercakap dgn aku, aku perlukan kau. aku sayang kau. W, mana kau? aku rasa lain ni, mcm mana ni? W!! aku nak jumpa kau. haaaaaaaah W tolong aku, aku nak kau sekarang W! W, i need u
- seriously rasa macam nak tumbuk muka orang skg

18 Feb 2010

kebajikan

hari ini aku tatau la mood apa, tetibe nak buat baik sikit. umm, aku belanja monyet2 aku nih mcdonald ! haha, gila baik kan? um,sebenarnya tu upah untuk diorang sebab melayan karenah aku, yela selaku pengarah kat dalam umah ni, mesti la suruh kuli aku yang tersayang tu buat kerja. haha jahat betul mulut. terima kasih sebab banyak dengar cakap akak ye. teruskan kerjaan korg. haha. (is ckp.." tu pun akak nak bajet tulis kat blog, mcdonald je! derrh" -,- )

-akak syg is dengan irfan, my lil monsta

stupidlovething


gah gah gah. like fool

17 Feb 2010

tadi

hari tu aku jumpa dia.
lepas tu aku ada terjumpa lagi dia.
tadi aku jumpa dia lagi.
lagi2 dia.
dia dia dia.
dia ingat dia siapa?
boleh buat lirik lagu x..? hmm

totally damn

first step already taken. i have disposed all your memories from my lilkiddy-brain far away tetapi kenapa kau seperti memaksa aku not to forget you! i am ready to have new life now. im tired keeping this kind of feeling that really really stupid for me. is this love? daaarrrh, shit yaaw like mo-fu thing this. i hate this, i cant accept this, dumbless this, love like this, gahhhh! when i really want to see ur face, u're not there but when im already happy with my single life, u keep on appearing rite in front of me and makes me fitful. we dont even know each other but hooomph im cranky now. how? its not my fault too and its of course not ur fault. gila ah, ngeng ah ur such a F***. hah -___- " berapa lama beb? how long? im hurt so much, enough please. :( see my english even run2 here and there this. stupe

14 Feb 2010

simlish?



aku kurang paham but ya bahasa ini memang wujud. haha love the sims. homph aku ni pun xde keja men-search bendaalah ni

hari kekasih

ya. aku masih suka pada kamu. kau tetap dihati ku dari dulu dan selamanya. haa? geli x? aku tgh geli ni.yeew,burrrrrh geleman pulakXD. okay, bye and i love you. haha gotcha!

13 Feb 2010

:D

fakta atau mesti

sebenarnya nya kan. apa yang semua orang nak dalam hidup? perempuan atau lelaki. kita ada banyak yang nak dibuat dalam hidup. perempuan? nak apa? aku nak apa eyh. aku nak lelaki. hahaha gatal! um, kenapa ada orang yang suka sangat membiarkan diri tu terpengaruh? apa yang dia suka sangat mencuba entah! dari apa yang aku lihat, lelaki memang senang terpengaruh. x betul? okay, mari kita ingat, dah berapa banyak lelaki yang buat perkara luar dari jangkaan walaupun kita tahu yang diorang ni xkan buat nya benda macam tu,kiranya baik la. kenapa? nak ikot kawan? umm yang paling banyak, lelaki akan start merokok masa belum habis sekolah lagi. apa kes? apa yang jantan sangat merokok tu? aku pun tatau kenapa apa sebab dan apa faedah. dapat lepas tension? yar laaarh wateva man! yah lelaki memang pantang dicabar. itulah sifat semula jadi dalam diri mereka. macam diorang dah berjanji xkan dicabar,huh stup. lelaki semua sama kan? yela, diorang mmg lebih suka tgk perempuan yang hot kan. mana x nya, cuba bayangkan.. ada dua pilihan, seorang tu pakai tudung labuh dengan purdah semua kan, seorang lagi pakai mini skirt dengan singlet. mana satu lelaki tgk aah? fikirlah. ya im talking about lelaki. salah ke apa aku cakap ni? dan memang otak aku ni x open, kenapa salah ke kalau x open? korang kan moden dan open? actually, until now i still dont understand what kind of open minded do u'all have. and bagi aku, perempuan yang terpengaruh tu ada naluri seperti lelaki. betul? hmm maybe x. but to those yang nak merokok jugak. hahahaha perempuan memang terpengaruh gak. ye memang betul, setiap kita mesti ada yang terpengaruh x kira la dari segi apa. sebab kalau x terpengaruh, macam mana perkataan idola tu wujud kan. hmm, tepuk dada tanya selera aah kan. dan kenapa tiba2 aku berperasaan lebih2 ni :D hahaha. hmm, kawan lelaki ku? kau merokok x? tanak! no! no!

12 Feb 2010

haaalaah gf-ku

um just relax la my gf hoih. ok je nanti. baca doa penenang hati atau makan je ubat penenang hati tu! hahaha. ok jela. apa yang kita nak buat or yang ditugaskan dah pun kita buat. berserah dan tawakal je. ni la i nk suruh u bukak balik buku agama pasal tawakal ni.hahaha. u tau x, klau i bercakap dgn u mmg takkan habis nye cerita. wani kan kepoh sket. mulut wani xley berhenti la klau dah start. heeeeeh sian kat u la kena layan. anyway, jangan risau msti boleh. do it with all your love.hah :D

11 Feb 2010

my fb says that..

What does your day of birth say about you?
-i like you :D

tick tock

aku rasa sekarang aku teringat balik diri aku zaman dulu2. wahh, korang x sangka wani dulu mcm tu.! haha but hey apa yang membuatkan wani sekarang macam ni? perubahan yang aku x nampak sebenarnya banyak yang aku berubah. sebab apa eyh? kadang2 aku rasa lebih baik sekarang dari dulu but aku sayang diri yang dulu tapi apa beza dulu dengan sekarang? lain sangat ke? entah la. mungkin lain tempat, lain la wani. huh mungkin la. actually my life really fun and joyful

kecilnya dunia

gah, sekarang aku rasa dunia sangat kecil dan aku jumpa orang2 yang aku x sangka2 nak jumpa. ya i've found them. sangat lama x tengok muka dia dan tiba tiba dia kawan kepada kawan aku. last time jumpa masa form 1 kot. i wonder kalau dia ingat lagi x kat aku. sangat2 x sangka man! huh, semua gara2 facebook. darrrh
- i really love myself before

10 Feb 2010

today

today im suck! totally suck! am just a suckerest daughter ever! suck :(

gilagila


gila sikit sikit.jadi?

him

that day, surprisingly i found him after many many of years. i remember when i first met him, i was to shy but ya he became my friend after that. i've once had a strange feeling for him that time but im just kept it by myself then we lost contact for a long time. now, he suddenly appear again in my life, i just wonder that the strange feeling that i've feels for him before still exist? i like to be with him but i think i cant accept him like before again. why? sometimes i feel that i really want him just to heal myself !. am i playing with his heart? but i do miss him. still, i need him to be by my side. do i selfish? oh, dilemma.. i hate u dilemma and why i should dilemma? or maybe he is the one that ive waited for.?
-i love him bf
okay sorry english rosak sbb takda mood ni:(

already gone

outrageously
confuse . nervous

pee thing

pagi ni aku bangun dengan semangatnya sebab? i just really2 need to pee cause i really need la! then i go to take my pee. when i arrived there, suddenly my pee kinda dripping little bit. im scare and yah! i've done with overly smile on my face cause he's handsome :D then i still had to exert for my pee again. i've passed! i said, betul kah? ive got my pee? i jump and im happy la of course:D huh, itulah cerita untuk hari ini. x paham? xpayah paham

weird P -

3 Feb 2010

new obsess


i love

word word

right now i feels . miss love dizzy shock happy guilty memory safety scare confident . humph im chaotic yah! haha always been like that. cant understand? good! aku berjaya menulis sebuah blog yang mengarut sekali lagi! ya! abah! rndu gila nak mati kat abah. wish me luck

2 Feb 2010

hye !

um its been a long time jugak not posting any bizarre blog kan? banyak juga cerita ni. haritu nenek dengan paksu datang then baru dapat gambar2 masa kat singapore tu setelah hampir sebulan ye penantian, padahal bukan susah pun cuma malas nak ambik gambar tu. so saje la nak menunjuk nunjuk gambar masa kat singapore tu. biasalah wani kan kepoh, itu lah yang paksu yang tersayang panggil nama anak sedara yang tersayang ni kan. jadi bergumbira le












ya! inilah gambar yang banyak aku x suka ni. tapi kenangan kan. indah pulak :P hah okay i love singapore! googaagaagoo